Derry's Near Death Experience

There was a bright mist permeating everything.  The light was everywhere, it even passed through me! I can remember looking at my hand and the light passed through it.  I could see my hand was transparent, but this did not surprise me.  As I walked with this heavenly personage his countenance shone forth with such a brightness that I can't describe.  I knew this heavenly personage was Jesus because I recognized him as a familiar friend.  He didn't announce who he was because this wasn't necessary.

I remember walking with Jesus, but we weren't walking in the physical sense, the best way I can describe our walking was that we were walking in mid-air, floating a bar spare above the ground of this beautiful garden we were walking in.  Everything in this garden had an  overall whiteness and brightness about it. I was seeing the bright green of the plants.  I could see the water, and a bright glow surrounded it!  The water was so sparkling clear!  I remember wanting to bend over and take a drink from the stream that was running through this garden we were walking thru.  When I tried to scoop up water with my hands the water ran through my hands, literally, and it wasn't wet!  Jesus stopped walking  and looked at me while I was bent over trying to drink this water.  I could feel his eyes on me.  My thirst for this water even though I wasn't able to put to my lips and drink it was gone at that moment!  I can't describe the sensation I felt when the water was running through my hands, but I did feel something.  I felt this overwhelming desire to experience everything about this garden.  When I and the heavenly being talked it wasn't with our mouths, but I knew we were communicating, his countenance fairly shone, and how he felt about me shone forth about him.  He simply exuded love and concern and caring for me just by standing there.  The feeling of peace I felt was undescribeable!  I was given the choice that I could either come back to this earth and live more life or stay with him there in Heaven.  We both knew that returning to this earth would be a struggle because I'd told him that I wanted to return to this earth if I could help myself and others.  He knew that I didn't want to live more life on this earth if life meant being trapped in unresponsive body, unable to communicate.  The look of love in his eyes filled me with joy then, and as I remember that feeling of joy I felt then I'm filled me with joy anew.

I don't know how I did this, but then I remember that I was in a hospital room looking at my husband holding my hand and talking to me.  Only I wasn't seeing from the vantage point thru my own eyes.  I recognized that was my body, but I was outside of it, looking at my body.  As I viewed this scene I felt a strong desire that I wanted to return to this earth and live more life with my husband, if I could communicate with him and help him.  I was understood and the desires of my heart were heard.

The next thing I remember was being trapped in my body while others cared for my physical needs.  I can remember that I could tell what the nurses were thinking about me by how they touched me.  I knew if they thought I was going to live or not thru their touch.  I knew if they thought they were caring for a basically dead person whose spirit wasn't there.  I remember trying to scream out, "Look! I'm alive!  I'm in here!  I'm going to live!"  I relaxed and trusted that person much more if I knew that they knew they were caring for a living person.  I obviously could read their thoughts!

While in my spirit body I remember communicating telepathically, this is how I and Jesus communicated in that heavenly garden.  It was so easy, it required no effort, you thought the thoughts and they were communicated.  Speaking through my physical mouth is so difficult, and frustrating, and sometimes you're misunderstood, and they get the wrong meaning of  what you're trying to say.  The phrase the world uses of being soul mates is referring to the communication between two souls,  spirit to spirit communication. To communicate on a spiritual level is a very profound.   I believe I've had this spirtual gift ever since my near death experience, and it has profoundly blesses my life as I use it.  I feel this great need to communicate on a spiritual level with others, and one of the only ways I'm able to communicate in  this way is through writing.  I have to prepare myself mentally to be able communicate on a spiritual level. You have the time to do this as you are writing in your home, without distractions. We are what we think.  I find trivial thoughts distracting, I rarely watch TV and then only if it stimulates good thoughts.  I listen to different music now, and gravitate towards the ethereal.  My near death experience has changed me, I desire righteousness and I abhor evil.  I'm actually quite thankful for my accident, even though it has changed my physical abilities adversely, at the same time my spiritual abilities have blossomed enormously.  Ever since I woke up from my coma I've had an attitude of peaceful hopefulness.  This attitude affects every facet of my life, and my desire to communicate to others is why I am here today speaking to you.